First Anniversary

This morning I am rejoicing and thanking our Lord Jesus for a significant day today. It was November 28, 2011 when they rolled me into the operating theatre at Royal Columbian Hospital for my mitral valve repair surgery.  One year later to the day I am back to full health and strength. Thank you to each of you who prayed for our family during that time.

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Woohoo! Back to Badminton!

I was able to play two games of Badminton tonight.  I am not too worse for the wear – a little sore but feeling great.  Thank you Lord for your mercies!   …and thank you Dr. Latham and your team for a good job!  🙂

 

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Met with my surgeon today – three month check

I received the “thumbs-up” from Dr. Latham today.  He reviewed my recent echocardiogram and indicated that I am well enough to go back to work – and even to badminton.  I will probably return to the office at Northwest on Monday, March 5.

I was also told that I could go off my blood-thinners now.  That was a relief.

I am very thankful for that news.  I am also thankful for men and women who dedicate their lives and their skills to this kind of medical training in order to help to their fellow man.  Thanks, Dr. Latham!

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Week 12

It is hard to believe how fast the time goes – when you are having fun.  Today marks 12 weeks since my surgery and I am doing well and feeling well.

I have been doing a regular regimen of walking and some weight lifting.  I need to get my upper body muscles back into shape so that I can return to badminton – if I am allowed to…  🙂

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Day 44

Last night I wrestled the “sleeping in my bed” monster to the ground… and I won.  Well, I sort of won.  I piled pillows under my head and shoulders so that I actually recreated my recliner position – but in my bed.  I was able to sleep, on my back (only), in a semi-sitting/lying position.  But, hey, I slept there through the night and I was “no worse for the wear” this morning. I think that’s progress!

Today I walked 3.2K (2 miles) in 30 minutes.

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Day 43

Last night I decided that after 6 weeks of healing I should at least be able to sleep on my side and in my own bed.  Actually, for the past several nights I have given it the old 1-2-3 but have given up around midnight each time as I just could not fall asleep in my bed.  If I tried sleeping on my back my heart felt like it was going to pound out of my chest.  Sleeping on my side, however, made my sternum and shoulders and neck and back ache.  Last night I decided to just ignore the aches and force myself to lie there until I fell sleep.  Well, midnight came and I was so uncomfortable that I almost gave up then and there.  But then I resolved, “Maybe if I turn over on the other side it will be ok!”  Well that was easier said than done as turning over required a number of maneuvers with my legs and shoulders which had the effect of further aggravating my already unhappy chest.  I managed to get on to my other side but only stayed there for a very short time before I was trying to turn over yet again.  Finally at 3:30 AM I gave up and stumbled out to my recliner.  By then my chest and back and neck and shoulders were so sore that even in the recliner I had difficulty falling asleep.  I guess the recliner and I are destined to keep each other company for a while yet.

This morning I did some online research on “…sleeping on side after open heart surgery…”  Numerous links showed that I am not the only open heart surgery patient suffering with this malady.

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Day 42 (six weeks)

Surgery day plus 6 weeks

This morning I celebrated this marker day with two brisk laps around the block.  Last week I began to add a lap to my walk around the block and timed myself at 16 minutes and 40 seconds per lap.  I pushed myself a little today and walked lap one at 16 minutes and 20 seconds and lap two at 16 minutes flat.

PS: When Bec got home we used the car’s odometer to get an idea of the length of the block.  We measured the block at exactly 1.6 kilometer (1 mile).

I dropped in on everyone in the office this afternoon.  That was fun to visit briefly with all my colleagues and regale them with my surgical adventure.  However, when I got home I was pretty spent.  The drive and the traffic and the emotion all taxed me.  I definitely needed (and took) a nap after that!

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Day 39 (a red-letter day)

Today was a red-letter day as I regained some more “freedom”.  After I dropped Bec off at work I went on to the clinic for my routine INR check.  Then I spent the rest of the morning dropping in on friends and doing the weekly grocery run.  Before we left the house Bec handed me the grocery list – and I was on my own!  What a great feeling to actually be able to do something useful again.

I celebrated by walking around our block – twice.

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Day 34 – New Year’s Day 2012

Once again it is hard to believe that we have closed out the old year and opened a new one!  I wonder what 2012 holds for us here on this planet we call Earth.  Will it be like other years with its share of good, bad and ordinary news.  Will there be heart pounding market fluctuations, heart stopping international crises and heart warming human incidents?  Probably!

What I ask myself is, “Will 2012 be a year  that I personally will be able to look back on with satisfaction?”  What will I do this year? How will I live my life?  Will I be more conscious of eternity and the shortness of time?  Will I follow Jesus more closely?  Will I keep more in step with the Spirit of God?  Will I love and study the Scriptures more deeply?  What will others notice about me this year?   Will my family, friends and neighbours see anything different from previous years?  Will I be a better man, husband, dad, grandpa, brother, uncle, neighbour, friend, employee?    Will I be self focused or others focused?  Will people around me recognize that I have been with Jesus this year?  Will it just be an “ordinary” year or will it be different?

As I consider those questions a good word from Peter’s pen comes to mind.

Grace and peace be yours in abundance through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord. His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires. For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.” (2 Peter 1:2-7 NIV)

I pray that those truths will be a reality for both you and me in 2012.  May God richly bless you and draw you closer to Himself.  May you know His “grace and peace” in abundance.

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Day 33

This is the last day of 2011.  Becky and I went out this afternoon and did a fairly brisk walk around our block.  The sky was clear and the temperature was about 3 degrees C.  It felt good to walk so “vigorously”!  The sensitivity of the incision area on my chest has begun to decrease sufficiently that I can now wear my jacket quite comfortably.  Bec and I were able to hold hands and even swing them a bit as we walked.  That is indeed a milestone! 🙂

As we close off this year and look forward to what 2012 might hold, the reminder that Joshua gave to the Israelites is a good reminder for us:

You know with all your heart and soul that not one of all the good promises the LORD your God gave you has failed. Every promise has been fulfilled; not one has failed. (Joshua 23:14 NIV)

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Day 23

As I approach the 4 week mark (next Monday) I am beginning to wonder about a rehab exercise program.  All the literature I have read suggests that a heart surgery patient should enroll in some sort of formal cardiac rehabilitation.  However since the nearest programs that I am aware of are either in Langley or Chilliwack I am not sure that either will be a viable solution for me.  This morning I spent some time searching the internet to see if there might be some sort of online video cardiac rehab program where one could follow along.  So far I have not located anything more than some YouTube clips with short vignettes of people doing a few miscellaneous exercises.

In the mean time I am still doing the exercise routine that the hospital physiotherapist started all of us on.  The routine of exercises/stretches are fairly simple but at this point they are all I can do beside my stair climbing and my walking.  Today the sun was shining and the air was cool (but not too cold) so I was able to walk the entire length of our street and back.  I actually had to be careful on the shady side of the street as there was a considerable amount of frost on the sidewalk.  My exercise today consisted of:

  • Outdoor Walk – 1x (1/2 kilometer or more)  I walked at a normal pace.
  • Stairs – 16x (=224 individual steps up and 224 individual steps down) – these were spread out throughout the day – usually in sets of three trips up and down.
  • Spirometer – 9x (I have managed to get up to 3500 ml occasionally)
  • Physio stretch/exercise routine – 1x (3-5 seconds on each rep)

It is really amazing how much of my time is spent on doing these things.  I guess that’s good as it keeps me focused on a goal and eliminates some of the temptation to boredom!

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Day 21

Surgery – three weeks ago today!

Today marks three weeks since I underwent open-heart surgery to repair my mitral valve which was prolapsed and had severe regurgitation.  These three weeks have had their share of ups and downs but as I look back I see steady recovery and healing.  Here is a review list:

My glider-recliner in which I sleep

  • Sleeping in bed is still a challenge. I cannot yet sleep flat in bed. Every time I lie flat my heart feels like it is about to pound out of my chest. Since I have been home I have slept in the glider chair in the living room.
  • The incision is healing nicely.  In a few months the scar will probably hardly be noticeable.  One humorous sidelight is that the scar seems to be a bit off-centre on my chest.  I don’t know if there was a particular reason why the incision wasn’t centred exactly but it makes it look slightly accidental.
  • The bruising on my thigh (where they put the arterial line into my femoral artery) is still quite significant – extending from my hip to my knee and with many of the colors of the rainbow there!
  • My breathing is getting much easier and I am getting nearer to pre-surgery intake volume levels.  I am still working hard on that “incentive spirometer” – 10X every waking hour (or at least that is what I try for!).
  • Any pain from the surgery is now just a bit of discomfort.  Sudden sharp breaths are still a bit challenging.  I am not taking any thing for pain other than the (very) occasional Tylenol.
  • Climbing stairs is coming along.  I can do two flights – up and down without breathing too heavily.  I am trying to do about 10 such trips a day.
  • Taste is also still not functioning properly.  Food, especially sweet stuff, has a funny aftertaste.

I managed a walk outside and down the street today.  The most difficult part about walking outside is still the sensitivity of the scar.  I tried wearing a tighter shirt to see if that might eliminate some of the friction against the incision area but I am not sure that helped much at all.  Oh well, I made the half K again – albeit quite slowly this time.

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Day 20

Well, I made it out to church today – in Chilliwack.  My grandson Ben was playing the part of a sheep in their church children’s Christmas program and of course I did not want to miss that.  The 45 minute trip (one way) in the car was a bit daunting but I survived – and Bec did a great job driving and keeping me from any tendency toward anxiety.  I sat in the back as I am not supposed to sit in a seat with an air bag yet.

The children’s Christmas program was very sweet and Ben did his best to be a non-rambunctious little lamb.  Afterwords, at Ben’s insistence, we went upstairs in the church to see the room where his age group normally has “children’s church”.

The driving, the walking, the climbing stairs and the interaction with lots of people was a little tiring but I think I did ok.

I was intrigued by the passage of Scripture that was chosen as the theme for today’s meditation.

Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment. Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and willing to share.  1 Timothy 6:17-18 NIV

In light of the Christmas season when we are bombarded by the commercial messages that we “need more things” it is instructive to note that the emphasis in these two verses is about generosity and sharing and doing good. The object of our hope is not to be in material things but rather in God himself.  Then our perspective changes and we can see that all that we have is a gift from Him.  That understanding of material things deflects the shrill message of consumerism that sees the acquisition of those things as our highest goal.  It helps us to understand where our true centre is to be – in God!

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“Mender of Hearts” – an open letter to the doctors, nurses and all other staff at RCH

To all of my friends in the Royal Columbian Hospital cardiac unit (surgery, CSICU and wards – 2 South particularly).  I cannot even begin to thank each of you for your role in giving me another opportunity to enjoy Christmas this year with a “mended heart”.  I experienced an amazing level of compassionate and professional care at your hands.  Each of you had a part in that and I thank you.  My prayer is that each of you would know the One about whom our Christmas celebration is just the merest of glimpses into His entire story.  He is the greatest “Mender of Hearts” the world has ever known.

May He, Jesus, bless you richly this Christmas and may you be aware that it was He who blessed you.

With sincerest thanks,
Your friend (patient),
Loren (room 211)

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Day 18

Lab day today – to keep track of how the Warfarin is doing in my system.  My INR seems to be stable at the level the doctor wants it.

I am very thankful for a dear wife who is willing to get up early on these lab days in order to take me in for my blood work and get me back home in time for her to head off to get to her workplace in time.  That makes for a longer than normal day for her and driving all the way across town in the dark of an early December morning is not her favorite thing to do – but she does it with out complaint!  Thanks, baby!

On our way home from the lab we stopped for a take-out McDonald’s breakfast and ate it at home.  Actually that was our first breakfast together in quite a while – as normally our daily schedules are quite different from each other.

After Bec left for work I read my Bible for a little while but then got very sleepy – so off to my chair I went and slept until noon.  Wow!  When have I done that in the last few years?  This really is a weird routine.

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Day 17

Today started out well enough with me working through my breathing exercises and stretching exercises.  I did several round-trips up and down our staircase (14 steps) and was feeling quite good about my physical progress.  Then at lunch I choked on some apple juice I was drinking and that sent me into a bit of a tailspin.  The coughing that resulted felt like I was tearing things inside.  I spent the rest of the afternoon in my recliner with moderate pain in my incision area and in my diaphragm area.

Note to self: Be careful not to inhale liquids so as not to do yourself in again!

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Days 13 to 16

I have not posted much these past few days as my progress has been a bit discouraging.  I have had a number of ups and downs and may have pushed myself too hard that first week home.

One of the most irritating things has been that I cannot tolerate any sort of direct contact between my incision area and my clothing.  This makes it difficult to get dressed sufficiently warmly to go out and walk.  The pressure of a jacket and scarf on the incision area is so uncomfortable that I have been disinclined to go out much at all.  Around the house I keep my shirt open most of the time.  I have taken to going up and down the stairs multiple times a day to get in some “walking” exercise.

The good news is that the incision seems to be healing up nicely.  There have been no signs of infection or other problems.  I am very thankful to the Lord for that!  Back in 1993 when I had an emergency appendectomy I did not fare so well.  Two weeks after the surgery I developed two abscesses deep under the incision area.  First came fever and chills – then localized intense pain.  The surgeon put me on an an antibiotic and sent me in to the hospital to get the abscesses drained.  That was done with the assistance of ultrasound and a long needle and was one of my more painful (memorable?) medical experiences.  So I am delighted that there seems to be no evidence of that sort of thing this go around.

On Tuesday evening our CareGroup did some caroling, visiting a number of homes before finally coming to our place and finishing off here with singing, hot spiced cranberry-apple and goodies and then a time of prayer together.  Once again this group has been an encouragement and blessing to us.  What a privilege to be part of this smaller representation of the Church.

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Day 12

Well, the steri-strips came off today.  They were holding my incision together since all the staples were removed on day 4 (my release day).  They actually came off quite easily.

So now I am left with a distinctive 20 cm (8 in) scar down the centre of my chest with two smaller scars where the tubes were inserted.  I am very delighted with how fast healing has been.  It is still less than two weeks from the surgery date.

It does look like I am urgently in need of some exercise!  I will have to get to that slowly I’m afraid.  No push-ups or sit-ups for a while yet.  I re-read my discharge instructions and it seems that in the first two weeks of being home I am only supposed to walk for 5 minutes at a time – and then to walk around the house a bit.  So pushing myself to walk a half K may not have been such a smart idea.  I do seem to be hurting a bit more than I had been.  Sigh!

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Day 11

Surgery day plus 11

Now I know why they taught us to “hug ourselves” (or hug a cushion) when ever we were getting into or out of a chair and not to try to push off or set yourself down with your hands.  IT HURTS!  First thing this morning I was getting out of my recliner and with out thinking I pushed off with my hands.  My chest has been reminding me all day of just how bad that was.  🙁

I was still able to walk to the end of our street and back again today.  It seemed to take a little more effort today – maybe due to how I started the day.  The weather has been absolutely peerless – sunny and cold (for BC).

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Day 10

Surgery day plus 10

I started the day a bit more tired than I had been.  I wonder if I pushed things too hard yesterday?  More naps today seem to be indicated…

However the sun was shining this morning here in our fair city and I hated to miss out on the nice weather – so after a deep, two hour sleep in Bec’s chair (again) I donned shoes, jacket, scarf and toque and went out for a walk.  I made it to the end of our street and back – I think about a 1/2 kilometer (500 meters).  I walked as briskly as I felt comfortable and slowed my pace only a few times when my breathing became a bit more laboured.  Not too bad for starters.  This afternoon I did a shorter walk and had to quit before I really wanted to!

Once again my good friend Sam was available to take me down to the Service Canada office to deal with EI paperwork.  Thanks, Sam!

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Day 9 (sorry, I have been messing with different themes for this blog)

Surgery day plus 9

This has been the best day so far.  I have kept myself reasonably busy with phone calls, Skype calls, exercises and a 2 hour nap right after breakfast – hmmm…. I wonder if I could get used to this.  I was also able to finish the Chronicles of Narnia movie that I started yesterday.

My Incentive Spirometer has been my constant companion.  I set a timer so that I practice with it once an hour.  It is a device designed to (with proper use) increase the capacity and health of my lungs.  Since my lungs had to be collapsed during surgery I need to rebuild my lung function.  When the chest has been cut like that there is some discomfort in taking deep breaths so this gadget is designed to provide “incentive” to keep the lungs fully functioning.  At this point I have only been able to regain about 50% of my previous capacity – so there is a bit of work to do on my end.  Each day, however, I do see incremental increases.

I was able to get out of the house today and walk a quarter of a block or so.  In the process I met a number of my neighbours and we were able to chat a bit.  That was cool.  I felt like I was getting back into the community again – although I guess I won’t be joining them skiing in the next week or two. 🙂

I was able to make supper for Bec and me tonight.  Hashbrown potatoes with lightly sauteed yellow and red bell peppers and thinly sliced shallots along with crisply fried Alder-smoked bacon.  Bec fried some Omega3 eggs for us and we finished it off with a celebratory chocolate.  Not too shabby – but I am tired now…

 

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Day 8 (ok..boredom is becoming serious…)

Surgery day plus 8

For the most part this was a good day for me.  I was able to bring Bec her morning hot tea in bed as has been my custom for many years.  I also made contact with colleagues at the office (just to make sure I wasn’t missing anything), researched a hard-drive that my sister-in-law in Nigeria needs for her laptop, watched about 1/3 of The Chronicles of Narnia on my computer (until my video driver had a heart attack trying to keep up with my 24′ monitor), slept in Bec’s easy chair for an hour, snacked lots (that’s important since my hemoglobin is way down from surgery), tried to remember to do my “spirometery” (breathing) exercises and generally kept myself moderately occupied.  Bec hates going on vacation with me unless I have lots to keep myself occupied.  Sigh!

In this context it was interesting to meditate on a section of my morning Bible reading today.  Paul writes to the Corinthians:

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 NIV

The weather outside was not very good so as far as exercise goes I constrained myself to walking around the house and going up and down the stairs quite a few times.  At this point I can only make it down and up again once and then I have to stop for breath – so that’s not back to normal yet.

RCH called to set up an appointment at the end of January for another echo-cardiogram.

The incision is beginning to itch like “nobody’s business” but overall I am feeling stronger by the day.

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Meditations on the heart

Since being at home it has been difficult to sleep for more than a couple of hours at a time.  I don’t know why that may be but tonight I decided to use the wakefulness to do a little meditation on the use of the word “heart” in the Psalms.  Here are a few verses in which the psalmist uses the term “heart” to express the intensity and depth of his trust and joy in his God.

Praise be to the LORD, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song. The LORD is the strength of his people, a fortress of salvation for his anointed one. Save your people and bless your inheritance; be their shepherd and carry them forever. (28:6-9)

Teach me your way, O LORD, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify your name forever. (86:11-12)

My heart is steadfast, O God; I will sing and make music with all my soul. Awake, harp and lyre! I will awaken the dawn. I will praise you, O LORD, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples. For great is your love, higher than the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens, and let your glory be over all the earth.  (108:1-5)

These quotations are all from the NIV 1984 – emphasis added.

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Day 7

Surgery day plus 7

This has been my busiest day yet.  Bec and I were up at 6:00 in order to be at the medical lab by 7:30 so that my INR (Warfarin levels?) could be checked.  After that Bec brought me home, made me breakfast and then she headed off to work.

I tried to establish a routine of breathing exercises, rest, physical exercises, rest, meals, rest, pills, rest – and some more rest!  🙂

My good friend Sam came by to pick me up and take me to my 2:50 doctor’s appointment.  All went well – I even got a flu shot out of the deal.  Sam handed me a card prepared by the care-group for me.  It was very sweet and encouraging.  Once again I am thankful to be part of the Church where the members of the “body” love and care for one another.

I have spent the rest of the day doing some more resting and catching up these posts!

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Day 6

Surgery day plus 6 (Sunday)

A lovely quiet day spent at home.

A delightful surprise and definite reassurance was to receive a phone call from Susan at the hospital checking up on my progress.  She encouraged me to get out and start some walking in our neighbourhood.  She indicated that this followup call was a new feature in their cardiac program.  I think it is a great feature!

So, with Bec at my elbow, I managed to get down the stairs, out the front door and I did a half-loop around our house.

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Day 5

Surgery day plus 5

My first full day at home.  It has been delightful but also challenging.  Last night I had a bit of a panic attack.  I was sleeping in the bedroom while Bec and Esther were out in the living room watching a video.  I awoke and found I could not get out of bed by myself (or so I thought).  I tried calling them but the bedroom door was partially shut and the movie was quite loud so no-one heard my call.  I tried whistling but my normally loud whistle came out as a hiss.  It took a little while before they came and in the mean time I was a bit panicky.

It will definitely take a bit to get used to being home and settling into any sort of a routine.

It has been great (and reassuring) to have Esther home for these two days.  She left this morning.  I think both Bec and I will miss her.

Here’s my heart pillow signed by my caregivers at RCH.

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Day 4 – I’m home!

Surgery day plus 4

I’m actually home!  I was discharged from the hospital at around 4:00 pm.

Overall it was a great day despite the fact that I don’t think I slept a wink last night due to disruptions in our room.  Some of my successes today included being able to roll out of bed myself – without any help; passing the “blood-sugar level” test four times in a row; and eating most of the three meals served.  I was able to spend some time chatting with my various “ward-mates”.  I was also able to “shuffle” my way around the nursing block several times.  Dr. Muth (our ward doctor) had indicated that I might be allowed to go home today so long as I continued to progress as well as I had so far.  So, as a testament to the many prayers of friends and family, I met that criteria today and was released.

The last few hurdles to cross were the withdrawal of the temporary pacemaker leads (slightly unnerving), the removal of my last IV cannula – the one put in while I was still awake on the operating table, and finally the removal of my portable heart monitor and all of its sticky leads.

James and Carolanne (my son and daughter-in-law) came along with Bec to bring me home.  I found the drive home a little challenging but we made it safely and now hopefully I can get some sleep.

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Day 3 (ouch day)

Surgery day plus 3

I still needed some morphine at least once today – but I think that may be the last.  I am definitely noticing a reduction in the intensity of pain levels.  I was able to get around a bit today.  Bec and I walked around the nurses station a couple of times.  Meals have been unappetizing – there seems to be a nasty after-flavour in my mouth constantly.  At one point my nurse brought me some mouthwash to rinse my mouth with – that was a great relief.

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Day 2 – I am now in 2 South

Surgery day plus 2

Again, I do not have a lot of great memories of this day.  I think I was served breakfast sitting up in bed.  I do remember learning to get out of bed later that morning (with much help) and being allowed to sit in the chair to eat both my lunch and supper. I have trouble focusing – everything seems to bounce around in front of my eyes.

I am very impressed with the level of compassionate, professional care that is provided by everyone here.

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The doctor was right!

It DOES hurt. Loren was moved from the Cardiac Surgery ICU to another area in the Columbia Tower this morning right before I arrived at 11 am. Some of the tubes were removed, but he still is on an IV, oxygen, a catheter and heart wires. He was able to sit up and eat all three meals. On morphine for pain. I asked him, “On a scale of 1 – 10, how is the pain?” It seemed to be a 5 or 6 most of the day, despite a couple of doses of morphine. Again visited him 3x, last two with Esther. He is still very tired and his eyes kept closing. But he was with it enough to understand that Bitsy’s computer crashed this morning.

An email sent out the same day:

Tues pm – just spent some time with Loren this morning. He is much more lucid than yesterday and has been moved to another room/area to recover. He had a good breakfast and lunch and is now resting. Due to the morphine, he kind of drifts in and out of sleep.

If I missed anyone’s email it is because I could not read it on the list we filled out with names,  birthdays, ph # etc. Sorry about that! Tobias and Allan, I think you were two of the email addresses I couldn’t read.  I hope you all have a great time tonight at the Stobbes house. God bless you Carly, as you talk about God and His Word.

I will be seeing Loren again shortly. No visitors are allowed between 1-3 so that the customers can rest without distraction so I just popped over to the local library so that I could send this. Our love to you all!

Posted on Facebook that same day:

Now that was scary! Driving home in heavy rain tonight from New Westminster, just past the port Mann bridge, a car in front of mine hydroplaned and spun around in circles from the far left lane all the way across the freeway in front of us and ended up facing us in the far right lane. I’m not used to seeing headlights on that side quite so close. I could almost hear the collective gasp from all of us drivers! Thank you Lord!

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Day 1

Surgery day plus 1

I have to confess I do not remember much of the previous night or this day.  I do remember, however, that the nursing crew that was on most of the previous night were predominantly Filipino and as I drifted in and out of consciousness I heard words similar to Indonesian words.  I remember asking them about it and they laughingly said they called themselves “The Philippine Airlines” – or at least that is what I think I remember!  🙂

I also recall the sense of being well cared for by my one-on-one nurse.  There was a gentle efficiency that was very reassuring.

My chest tubes were also removed today.  If I remember correctly the nurses loaded me up with morphine beforehand.  It was still not a very comfortable procedure.  A couple of stitches now hold the small insertion points closed.

At some point I was moved to the Cardiac Ward on 2 South.  I think this was my lunch meal.

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Merry Christmas!

Yes, we did receive a gift today! Dr Latham was able to repair Loren’s mitral valve, instead of replacing it. We are very relieved. We arrived at 7 am, and were told that the surgery was at 7:45 instead of 11 am. I barely had time to kiss Loren before he was whisked away. Dr Latham called me at about 12:30 to tell me that the surgery was a success. Thank you Lord! Loren had one on one nursing care in the Cardiac Surgery ICU for the first 24 hours. Marieta is a great nurse. I was able to visit him three times throughout the day, just for a few minutes each time. Esther joined me for the last two times. We said good night to him at around 8 pm. He was drifting in and out. I called him from home at 10 pm to say good night. (the nurse suggested it!)

An email sent out the same day:

I am very happy to report that Loren made it safely thru surgery. It took about 4 hours and there were no complications as far as I know.  I was able to see him for just a few minutes, long enough to pat his arm lovingly. He cannot have visitors for 24 hrs minimum other than his wife and kids, and then only for a couple of minutes.  He is wired and intubated and monitored non stop until tomorrow. He was sleeping soundly.

Dr Latham told me that he was able to repair rather than replace the flapping valve which means we don’t have to worry about pig parts or mechanical ticking sounds or blood thinners.

Other than a bit of pastiness, he looks great, thanks to the crewcut I gave him last night! I heard other patients bemoaning their lank and greasy hair and I must confess to a moment of smugness.  I tried sending a photo via Facebook 3x this morning while I was waiting for the surgery to be finished so that you all could admire my prowess but I don’t think It published. Other than once or twice when the clippers took off without me, we managed pretty well. Loren and I were still speaking civilly when I finally let him near a mirror.

I spent the morning mostly in the New Westminster library basking in a patch of sunlight surrounded by books, two cel phones, my iPad, and my camera. My sweet sister in law Elley Toews took me out for Vietnamese pho soup for lunch. So far I haven’t had to pay for parking today which makes me happy. I’ve drunk two chai tea lattes so far and may force myself to have another while I wait for my daughter Esther to arrive here at Starbucks.

Thank you for praying for us today and in the days to come. Originally the doctor told us that Loren would be in the hospital 4-6 days and then a 3 month recuperation period at home.

Posted on Facebook the same day:

Great news! Loren made it thru surgery safely. Dr Latham was able to repair the flapping valve so we don’t have to think about pig parts or ticking from a mechanical valve, or blood thinners. I just saw him for a few minutes, just long enough to give him a loving pat. He looked a tad pasty, but the crew cut I gave him last night looked fantastic!

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Day 0 – Surgery Day


Today is the day!  Barring any unforeseen hindrances I will be having the mitral valve in my heart either repaired or replaced today.  Surgery is scheduled for 11:00 am and may take 5 or 6 hours. I am supposed to register at the hospital at 7:00 am.  That means a 5:00 am departure from home and an even earlier waking time.  I was not allowed to eat anything past midnight last night and both last night and this morning I was required to shower and soap with a special antibacterial soap.  So for the next few days (or maybe weeks) it will be Becky who will be keeping you updated.  Thank you all for your prayers and concern.

Becky was allowed to see me after the surgery in the Cardiac Surgery ICU and took these photos:

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Pre-surgery hair-do!

That ought to be a bit easier to manage.

The family came over this afternoon and we had a very delightful time together.

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Caregroup! What a blessing…

What a blessing to be part of a Caregroup who really does care and really does pray.  This was going to be the last Tuesday evening meeting at our house for a while – at least until I have recuperated sufficiently from surgery.  So we met for a meal together and a time of just good ol’ fellowship.  At the end of our potluck supper tonight I read from 2 Corinthians 5 and then someone suggested that I sit in the middle of the room so they could pray for me as I head into surgery next week.  They all gathered around, some kneeling, some standing and prayed most earnestly.  Two-year old Mason held my hand and nine-year old Gavin put his hand on my head.  When Mason got bored and didn’t want to hold my hand any more Gavin took it and stood there with one hand on my head and one hand holding mine.  If you notice a smile on my face as we are praying it is because I was thanking God for such a beautiful picture of the body of Christ -his Church.

Thank you Caregroup for your love and prayers!

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Chest cold! Is this a roadblock?

On Wednesday I began to feel like I was coming down with a virus infection.  I worked from home for the afternoon (until after midnight) and then went in to work on Thursday for half the day.  Today I have been flat in bed for a good part of the day.  With it being the Remembrance Day weekend I was glad for the extra day to rest.  However I will likely have to call the surgeon’s office on Monday and let him know what is happening.  I really hope this cold will pass quickly as I have no desire to put of the surgery date any further.

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The nag

The doctor has given me permission to be a nag.

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Pre-Admission Clinic

I went in for my pre-admission assessment and meeting with staff at the hospital today.  It was a cold (3 degrees C), damp day.  Traffic was very heavy and the Port Mann was congested as usual.  We made it with about 30 minutes to spare and after finding a place to park made it into the pre-admission clinic area barely on time.  With that began another battery of tests and interviews.  First we met with someone from physio who gave me my very own red, heart-shaped pillow – which I understand will be my constant companion after surgery!  Then I had another ECG done.  After that we formally registered and then met with one of the pre-admission nurses to go over all of the paperwork.  My height, and weight and BMI were all entered into the myriad of details they need to collect.  Next we met with the anesthetist who took a leisurely time explaining all the things I could anticipate in regard to the surgery and the anesthetics.  He gave us a brief rundown of all the needles, tubes, wires, probes and cannulas etc that I could expect to be attached to me or inserted into me for the surgery.  Hmmmm….  He also answered any further questions we had very thoroughly.

After going to the lab for more blood work and the radiology department for yet another set of chest x-rays we were finally finished.  Huddled under our big black umbrella we made our way back up to Columbia Street where we added some more money to our parking meter and then ordered enchilada platters at the Indian/Mexican food restaurant across the street from the hospital.  That was just a little too spicy for me – just like the day of the angiogram when we went in for Indian curries.  After lunch we wandered down to a little bakery and bought some coffee and cookies.  We returned to our car and slowly made our way home.

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Angiogram at Royal Columbian Hospital

This was an all day ordeal.  We arrived at RCH at 7:00 as instructed and then waited in one of the recovery rooms for several hours while various medical staff came in and out and assured us that we would be seen soon.

Finally other patients began to arrive in our room for the same procedure (some to have stents put in).  Some patients walked in like we did but most were brought in on gurneys, some even attended by paramedics.  We figured that those were transfers from other hospitals.   Most of my fellow patients were considerably older than I am.  We were told that RCH usually does 12 patients at a time on angio clinic day.

Things began to roll then.  I was given two hospital gowns and told to disrobe and put the gowns on.  I was put into a bed and an IV was started on me.  After a bit a nurse came along and gave me what she called a “bikini shave” at the location where the catheter would be inserted in my femoral artery!  I’ll spare the details.  After that I was allowed to walk around a bit – taking my IV pole with me. (notice the cool socks)

Once they were ready to take me into the OR I was wheeled into a waiting area and then told to get of the bed and walk into the OR under my own steam.  Someone grabbed my IV and carried it along.  The table in the OR was just wide enough for me to lie on.  There wasn’t even room for my arms until they rigged up special arm supports.  The cardiologist explained briefly what he was going to do and then we all got down to business.  He froze the area where the catheter was to be inserted (that pricked a little) and then I merely lay there as he did his thing.  They had mentioned that I would be somewhat sedated but I did not notice any particular difference in how I felt.  I tried to watch what he was doing via the monitor that he was using but the monitor was pointed toward him and so I only saw somewhat obliquely the general outline of what was happening.  At one point he asked how I was doing to which I responded with an indication that I was ok (I think).  Then the doctor told me that I could expect to feel a warmth in my chest – that was a wierd feeling – like the feeling I sometimes get when I take a large gulp of very warm coffee.  A few more minutes of some funny feelings in my chest and the doctor announced he was done and I was rolled into another waiting room.  I still had the catheter in me at this point and the nurse in the recovery room took a very large C-clamp (I kid you not – exactly like the one I used in woodwork class in Jr. High) and readied it to clamp down on my punctured artery once he took the pipes out of me.  I was told to take a deep breath and the pipes were removed.  That was a bit uncomfortable.  Then he applied the C-clamp to my leg and cranked it down very tightly.  I was told to remain perfectly still for the next 45 minutes while the nurse inspected the clamp regularly.  I was not to cough or move so as to allow the puncture in my artery to seal.  After they took the clamp off they applied a pressure bandage and I was to continue to lie still for another 2 hours.  That was a bit of a drag.

Finally they got me up and had me walk around the room and down the hall for a bit before they let us go.  The drive back was a bit of a blur – Bec drove, not me!

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Pre-angiogram lab work done

So, more blood drawn, another electrocardiogram and more time sitting waiting in line at the lab.

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Orcas Island and Camping with the Family

We were worried that my heart condition would not allow me to go camping with the family.  But it did not and we had a marvelous three days of camping together on Orcas Island.

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Stress Test

Subsequent to the TEE procedure the cardiologist also had me do a stress test.  I was hooked up to a electrocardiogram monitor and then put on a treadmill for 9 minutes.  I passed that with no complications.  The cardiologist is now talking about recommending me for open heart surgery to replace the faulty mitral valve – but before that he wants me to go in to Royal Columbian Hospital for an angiogram.  This will help the heart surgeon determine if I might also need any bypasses done while they have me opened up.

As Snoopy would say ….”bleagh”.

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TEE or Transesophageal Echo

The Transesophageal Echocardiogram is not a nice procedure.

Here is Becky’s account of “The Procedure”.  That is not something I am likely to “want” to repeat – ‘nuf said!

Just letting you know that Loren made it through his “procedure” this afternoon.  I took him into the hospital at noon and they ushered him right in so I left and had lunch and went back to work for another hour. The hospital called me about 2:30 to say that he was done and could go home.  He doesn’t remember getting dressed or me coming to pick him up or the ride home.  On the way home, I asked him, “So, do you know who is driving you home?” He answered, “I think it’s the nurse.”  I said, “No, it’s your very own Bucky.”  He said, “Buggy? Who’s Buggy?”

He slept all afternoon with occasional forays into consciousness just to say, “Oh my throat hurts so much.” The attending nurse told me that the surgeon had trouble getting the tube down. Looking at his throat, I can tell that there was a struggle. He has a very sensitive gag reflex! His neck is swollen on the outside too.  We are supposed to call the surgeon tomorrow to find out what the camera saw.

His spirits are good, just a bit foggy.  The sedative they gave him is an amnesiac which would explain the memory lapses.

Thank you to all for their prayers. So many folks have come to me at church and the store to assure us of their prayers.

Love, Becky (Buggy)  for Loren

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Severe chest pain puts me into Emergency at ARH

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Cardiologist

I met the cardiologist for the first time at 12:30 or so today.  After a brief listen to my chest he had his receptionist set up an appointment for me to have a TEE and a Stress Test.

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Echocardiogram

Mitral Valve

The echocardiogram showed that I had something wrong with the mitral valve in my heart.  It seemed that the valve was not closing properly and blood flowing from the Left Atrium to the Left Ventricle was being allowed to partially flow in reverse.   As I understand it this is the freshly oxygenated blood coming back from my lungs and ready to be pumped to the rest of the body.  Instead it is partially being allowed to flow backward into my lungs.  That of course would explain why I was short of breath.  This condition is called “Mitral Valve Prolapse” and mine included “Severe Regurgitation” – i.e. lots of backwash.

As a result of the echocardiogram I was scheduled to meet with a cardiologist.

I have done a fair bit of research on what mitral valve prolapse is and what possible remedies look like.  It seems there are several options – but for my situation all options involve open heart surgery.  The preferred remedy would be for the surgeon to repair the faulty valve.  Another option would be to replace the faulty valve.  Within the replacement option there is the possibility of using a “tissue valve” or a “mechanical valve”.  Each carries advantages and disadvantages.

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Dr. Loewen pushes for the Echocardiogram to be moved closer

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The beginning

Back in April, 2011 I was playing badminton regularly with the club and one evening I came in to do my warm-ups and found myself breathing very hard after only a few minutes of drills.  I chalked it up to having just gotten over the flu and so I tried to just push through for the rest of the evening.  Several times I had to stop playing and finally I gave in and quit – just for that evening, I thought.  I allowed a weekend to pass and went back to badminton the following Monday night only to find that I still could not play through an entire game without having to stop and sometimes even hold on to the net post to steady myself while I caught my breath.  I also still had a bad cough so I made an appointment with the doctor.  My regular doctor was on holidays so I was seen by one of his partners.  After listening to my chest for a little while he said, “Has anyone ever told you that you have a heart murmur?”  This was news to me and so when my regular GP was back he sent me in for an electrocardiogram, a chest x-ray and an echo-cardiogram.

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